hello bloggle

i like lots of different kinds of music.  i think i'm going to make the blog look cool. i like doing that, i've planned out some things to type here but some will probably not be planned (?) (codependence)



 please stop making up new terrible things i've done so i can tell people later awkwardly, said the lich made out of bugs

someone showed me some music today that made me remember/smell this animal encyclopedia that i used to read when iw as young, it was cool
i've done some terrible things

i remember i used to swim for someone that i knew only pragmatically cared if i was swimming properly, who knows if i had drowned, maybe

i like to find places to make a lot of neat things for and then abandon them, like a terrible parent
i have lots of places where i submit content and interesting thoughts and i ama  piece of shit tht doesn't understand art. but i don't know how to share with my real friends so this is a cool blogge.

i call lots of animals cat
or doggle

i want to whisper so hard it breaks your skin
are you okay with that?
i used to have these dreams where i would have this tiny feeling between my index and thumb and i cant tell if i was squeeing it or if it was some sort of black hole but it felt like metal
 it was scary and i wish i could have those dreams again

 it has been many years

i think everything shrank somehow

i am a ghost

please, i'm like a theoretical repository.  a haunted yakback.  speak into me and something cool will come back.

i feel bad about taking compliments but i secretly like things that i do, probably more than i should

gonna just write more later